Friday, August 21, 2009

Be yourself... who else is better qualified?

I'm just a simple girl from a simple family who lives in a simple place... I have simple best friends and a seemingly simple life. But then, does anyone really consider themselves to have a simple life? I know that I consider my life to be quite complicated in contrast to the simple life I've described. I've gone through the same things any young person living in today's world has gone through. I've had my heart broken, my will snapped in half, and my trust flushed down the drain. I've had my car vandalized, I've had my rent money stolen from me by my very own roommate, I've been backstabbed by the people whom were closest to me. I've had an alcohol abuse problem (and have since risen above it). I've had attention issues, anger management problems, and a deep, dark depression that still comes about uninvited. I've been there, done that. But through all the pain, all the anguish, and all of the fear, I've become something even stronger that those things combined... I've become myself.

I have never lost touch with myself completely. Sure, I've lost myself to the point where I didn't think I would be able to find myself again... but I was always there, deep in the depths of my very soul. It took a lot for me to find the pieces of me again, but I did. I succeeded.

Does anyone ever feel this way? Like you're losing yourself to everything surrounding you... your friends and family, your worst enemies, the constant rushing of the daily rat race, where you live, the television, and even the computer where I now sit writing this. All of these things take hold of you with the grip of iron and steel.

My words of advice for today: Take your time, don't live too fast, troubles will come and they will pass.

What does this have to do with being yourself, you may be asking. Well, it has EVERYTHING to do with being yourself. Allow yourself time to breathe, time to relax and unwind. You'll find that all the answers to your questions will instantly appear when you meditate. No, meditating isn't necessarily the stereotypical type you're thinking of... meditating doesn't have to be sitting cross-legged on the floor with your thumbs and index fingers touching while you're humming to yourself. Meditation can be anything, anything at all that relaxes you. Reading, writing, painting, exercising, listening to calming music, taking hot bubble baths, yoga, or even sleeping could be your escape. Believe me, without my periods of alone time, I would go completely insane. So just remember... you're the only one who can live your life, you're the only one who can create your own happiness... reward your precious self with some peace of mind.

Song of the day: Anna Nalick "Breathe (2 A.M.)"


Dayne Gingrich said...

Oh my! We definitely have to follow each other! Loving your spirit, and willingness to "go deeper." Can't wait to read more.

Anonymous said...

hello Courtenay
I am who I am now because of the lesson I have learned in this lifetime, I feel it is a pleasure to to meet you miss. If you are interested in learning who i am, as much as I am interested in who you are, the lessons you have learned to become who you are today, and to learn from your lessons,, so that I too can learn more. Please read "Who am I"
It is my story and tells everyong who I have become now. It is in chapters, one is titled "waking up" or something as such. I forget, it is near the middle.
Stay safe miss.
ps you can be a bitch at time. I am a smart ass, most of the time.
todays lesson my dear. Do not take what I say to seriously, Most times, what I say sounds rude, if you think that I am an ass. I say it in jest. It's a joke, lol @ it, life is to short, to take everything seriously. I hope you smile evry day :D

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Colin said...

I enjoy blogging as a wind down... to relax and be calm :)

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